I am barely ever mad. I let things go quite easily. I am upset and angry and I can’t sleep because of it, knowing I need to talk to someone to get it out of my system, the person I always let rant to me tells me to let it go. Wow what a great friend doesn’t think my problems are valid enough to need to express myself. I fucking hate people I always am there, I always listen, I Give advice when needed but I have a problem it’s invalid, I just need to let it go, or I knew it was coming so I have no right to be upset. Truth probably is they dont want to deal with me when I’m not happy, I’m happy 99% of the time. But that 1% of time really shows me who you are and so far I’ve been disappointed and let down by almost everyone who has been close to me.